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This blog exists solely because of Hurricane Betsy's effect on me, and my wish to warn you of the possible effects Hurricane Katrina might have on you. If you are young (3-16) you may not yet realize the powerful effect of such a devastating event on your mind and emotions, even your physical comfort. Although I was only 3 years old at the time Hurricane Betsy rolled through "The Parish" the event had a powerful and lasting effect on my life. I have suffered from anxiety, sleep disorders, worry and depression. And over the years I've come to realize the major effect of Hurricane Betsy was to instill in me a deep lack of trust. Trust in the security of my surroundings, trust in my father, and even trust in God all suffered in my reaction to the destruction of '65 and, later, with Hurricane Camille in "69. I needn't imagine what it is like for a child to have to live with the constant fear of such a thing happening again, especially with the annual hurricane season always posing a very real threat. You may not feel that my musings have anything at all to do with you and your situation, but then neither did I for many years. It was only after researching Post Traumatic Stress Disorder that I realized the root cause of my troubles was indeed Betsy (Who would think an event that happened when I was 3 years old could have such an effect on my adult life?. Over the years I had learned to suppress the anxiety and " be strong for others." I also drank too much and tried not to think about the past. Well, as we all learned from Katrina the fear of waking with your bedroom filling with 8-10 feet or more of water is a very real one. I urge anyone who plans to rebuild in the still very vulnerable areas of New Orleans or St. Bernard Parish, especially if you have kids who have gone through Katrina, to take seriously the possible long-term effects of such a decision. At least take the P.T.S.D. test at left under the "Helpful links" section, or let your kids take it... and consider seeking professional help if any of the symptoms apply to you. I am not doctor or professional health provider. I simply wish to help others avoid my demons by sharing my story. God bless, Earl

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Phoenix?

No Littering
Originally uploaded by Gna42.

Since a child I've never REALLY believed in tomorrow. Since Hurricane Betsy I knew that all security could be gone in a day.

I had to do everything NOW, and to excess... drink, play, and work. When one is prone to excess what worse place to grow up than New Orleans?

Well, it's The New Year 2006, and my worst nightmare HAS come to pass and, miraculously, myself and my loved ones (except for my beloved Aunt Vera, rest her soul) are still alive. And not one of us drowned.

Since Hurricane Katrina my "water dreams" have gone away... although I have begun having "clutter dreams" as my trip to New Orleans approaches.

Other than the obvious lessons of Katrina, i.e.

"... a wise man who built his house upon the rock, and the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and beat upon that house, but it did not fall, because it had been founded on the rock." -Matthew 7:24-25 -

(In other words don't build your home in a swamp)

I don't yet really know what it all means.

Maybe I can finally lay my apprehensions to rest concerning the tomorrows to come.

I hope New Orleans is the Phoenix. I hope the city rises sooner than expected.

I have my doubts... but now, also, I have my faith.

Hope to blog "live" from New Orleans. -Earl

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